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--I've had 3 dreams within the last year where I'm at a party with my girl - then she's gone- and I spend the rest of the dream trying to find her - to no avail.
--one dream I go to great lengths - so much so that I'm suddenly crawling scaffolding inside a wharehouse, then find myself in a dark rainy alley where 2 guys were gonna kick my ass - but I was going to find her no matter what. I end up inside a building where a man in a suit is coming after me and I hide inside a vault with no chance of escaping it once the door is closed. I wake up.
--the strangest one is where I'm with my girl - i feel bad cause her feelings were hurt - I'm at a childhood friends house and bought a bucket of kentucky fried chicken and rented a movie we were about to watch when she threw a peice of chicken at me - I was so hungry i picked it up off the rug and eat it - only to find that it wasn't food but some sort of glue that sealed my throat shut - she was laughing and had a very evil look about her - she was now on the phone to the police trying to tell the she had just been rapped and I exited to get to my car some ways away in the parking lot - she had left with me and I took a different route to get to the car first to escape her...
oh , last one
- i had a dream a few nights ago we were again at a party - but this time - i could see her in the other room - we had eye contact and I could see her sad face - there were some things hanging from the ceiling (material i think) that obstructed our full view of each other - but in the eye contact - I was able to wave good bye to her knowing she saw me waving.
- woke up.
your thoughts....?
--one dream I go to great lengths - so much so that I'm suddenly crawling scaffolding inside a wharehouse, then find myself in a dark rainy alley where 2 guys were gonna kick my ass - but I was going to find her no matter what. I end up inside a building where a man in a suit is coming after me and I hide inside a vault with no chance of escaping it once the door is closed. I wake up.
--the strangest one is where I'm with my girl - i feel bad cause her feelings were hurt - I'm at a childhood friends house and bought a bucket of kentucky fried chicken and rented a movie we were about to watch when she threw a peice of chicken at me - I was so hungry i picked it up off the rug and eat it - only to find that it wasn't food but some sort of glue that sealed my throat shut - she was laughing and had a very evil look about her - she was now on the phone to the police trying to tell the she had just been rapped and I exited to get to my car some ways away in the parking lot - she had left with me and I took a different route to get to the car first to escape her...
oh , last one
- i had a dream a few nights ago we were again at a party - but this time - i could see her in the other room - we had eye contact and I could see her sad face - there were some things hanging from the ceiling (material i think) that obstructed our full view of each other - but in the eye contact - I was able to wave good bye to her knowing she saw me waving.
- woke up.
your thoughts....?
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Re: 3 of the same dreams
Fri, June 26, 2009 - 11:27 AMwell, if it were my dream...there's part of me that feels I'm always trying to reunite with the side of me I project onto my girlfriend. even the fact that I know I'm looking says something about working it out within myself. there are owerfully strong masculine figures making it difficult for me, and of course those part part s of me too that I feel get in the way of me and my girlfriend-poart being together...
my htroat is about how I communicate with the world, and that fried chicken is how I think I am nourishing myself (body and spirit)...but there is literally a "seal on my throat" and I can;t let out what I need to say even to survive...my feminine saide feels like it could be setting me up, accusing me of rape, running away...this time I;m not trying to reunite with the "darker" sde of my feminine nature, I;m trying to escape its dangerous elements just like I was running way from the scarier masculine elements in the earlier dream...
finalyl sounds ike we are at elast connecting but there are people and things in the way...mayb progress. -
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Re: 3 of the same dreams
Fri, June 26, 2009 - 2:23 PMthank you so much
in the actual relationship - she's secretive, non revealing about a lot of things, and my search to find her and my in ability to communicate with her due to her - quick defensive, turning it around, and blaming nature, actually physically hurt me once in my throat and chest area's (extremely sensetive, empathic here)
after a year - my straight honest questions were usually replied back in the above fashion - and after much time and little digging - unfortunatly - many lies, deception, manipulations and betrayals began to get tolerated by me ( shame on me) -
these dreams actually took form and became true - went to a few parties and couldn't find her - when I did she was doing drugs with men strangers she just met (she was really big about us not partying in the relationship at all - and to find her in her betrayal - well, really hurt.)
These dreams occured before the rea life events - needless to say - I've ended this relationship - and although it might have strong connotations to my inner pysche - interesting how they came true, either as a result of manifestation (which I'm known for ) or other.
Her lack of revealing herself, communicating then blaming me that I didn't know her or except her for "what she was or who she was" (which still has my head scratching) - I seemed to have, perhaps taken to my dream world for answers - I think my dreamtime may have just been telling me that I'm with someone - who's not there...
Thanks again -
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