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I recently got back in touch with a friend I use to have feelings for. We couldn't have a romantic relationship together and it was disasterous (he was involved with someone and i wasn't willing to be involved with him if he was involved with someone else also I was working for him). The connection ended, I hadn't seen him for over a year. We are now connected again, but only on the web and have stayed connected for about six months.
THE DREAM
recently i had this dream that we still knew each other in real life, and he goes for coffee and to stay still in contact he calls me and keeps me on the line but doesn't really talk much. I am just sorta sitting there slightly talking to him and asking him questions about what is happening at the coffee shop with his friends. He is vaguely telling me what is happening there because really nothing much is happening.
that then changes with me being at work with him, I'm working for him, and he asks me to go down stairs and use a different computer because he needs mine, I say yes because he was polite and I was working for him after all. I go downstairs and i am angry that he would want me to work on such a shabby computer.
any ideas?
THE DREAM
recently i had this dream that we still knew each other in real life, and he goes for coffee and to stay still in contact he calls me and keeps me on the line but doesn't really talk much. I am just sorta sitting there slightly talking to him and asking him questions about what is happening at the coffee shop with his friends. He is vaguely telling me what is happening there because really nothing much is happening.
that then changes with me being at work with him, I'm working for him, and he asks me to go down stairs and use a different computer because he needs mine, I say yes because he was polite and I was working for him after all. I go downstairs and i am angry that he would want me to work on such a shabby computer.
any ideas?
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Re: Talking on the phone with no real communication
Sun, January 27, 2008 - 6:56 AMYou are unable to express your true feelings to this guy?
You are unsure what you mean to him?
THis post is all about communication/connection. That the relationship feels driven intellectually, but not by true emotion. All air, no fire.
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Re: Talking on the phone with no real communication
Sun, January 27, 2008 - 10:33 PMThere is a lot of fire and water... I wish there was more air. I guess i've been trying to make it be about air. I want there to be more air.
I guess i feel he is cold and aloof to me, like he doesn't trust me. I'm mad because i'm the one that shouldn't trust.
I thought we could be friends, I've grown and he hasn't.
He just can't see the truth in me. and i'm giving up on his testing.